I can’t even fathom how badly I would want to be with someone who I can be completely willing sexually because I know we see eye to eye. One person ever that I felt that I would literally do anything to or with them and not think twice about it. Because they were that type of person that understood my values and what it meant to me to give it up.

I think about it all the time. If I had that type of person, I would probably have sex everyday. I would like it. I would role play. I would even do somethings that I say I never would.. because I would be so caught up in a moment with them and it would be a release rather than a regret.

Even non-sexually. I would love a person who I could cook and cater to, who wouldn’t feel like that SHOULD be my place.

I just want a genuine honest relationship-friendship-whatevership with someone who is down for me and i’ll be down for them.